Know how much more I can surround myself with idiotic men for. Who think five grand is more important than someone’s life.
I do things by the book and just get stung for it.
Not long before I just completely fuck it all off and join the dole. No wonder so many under 25’s are employed if, when they are employed, their employers treat them like a piece of shit on their shoe.
I can’t deal with that and fight off everything to do with my other life.
It’s just not real. I am defined at the moment by an alternative life as I can’t deal with the other side.
Only when I’m alone I know it’s all too true.
I just wish I hadn’t lost her so early. I wanted to ask her so many questions and tell her so many stories.
i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.
Wedding reception like this please…getting ahead of myself unfortunately!